I don't know what mood I am in, am I happy? am I sad? am I frustrated? am I desperate? Seems like I am becoming numb. I don't know what to do, which song to here, when to sleep, I am clueless... I ain't getting answers...
Am I happy?
It doesn't seem so. If I were happy I would have feeling of excitement as soon as some good song starts to play. Currently I am listening to Stairway to heaven but I don't seem to have any mood and it really makes me wonder.
Am I sad?
Certainly not. Had I been sad, I would have been listening to many sad songs and would have been enjoying the moments of sadness.
Am I frustrated?
Could well be the case but then if I were frustrated I would have probably be surfing profiles and finding out my seniors. I would probably be listening to songs like "You're beautiful". I am not watching raunchy youtube videos either.
Am I desperate?
I am never desperate and if I were then I would probably be downloading loads of porn.
I am unable to understand which state I am in. All I know is I am missing the aunt next window, my seniors, 2 girls from Kolkata and I have made too many sisters in the virtual world.
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maybe UNSATISFIED
looking for new things to do,
IN SEARCH MODE
:P
Why not just live the moment? rather than analyzing it.. :P
KJ is right! You r unsatisfied :D
Well, you seem to me like you are in a blank state of mind. I am, often. I don't have any particular feelings, emotions, thoughts etc. I just continue to do whatever I am doing (without caring much) and try to fake being *normal* as best as I can..
to me, you seem to be in a similar state..
why dont you try google:P
khade khade
You are just confused.. Wait for a month or so, and you will be back to one of the normal state
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