Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Meaningless

When people feel bad or they are sad, when people are down, they talk to other people, many talk to me and after a some time they feel light, they feel good, some feel relieved, some thank me for listening to them. As far as I am concerned, I feel good when they say that they are feeling better. I feel good as I have somehow brought smile to a face. I feel good for doing this.

But, when its my turn, when I am down, when I am in a terrible condition, I prefer to stay away, I prefer not to talk about it to people, thinking that my talking to them might make them sad, thinking they might be not at all interested in listening to crap, thinking some might become confused after they find out what a confusing creature I am. Maybe some might not provide any kind of support at all, maybe some will make my condition worse.

And there I go, always going through the tough road, talking to myself for endless hours and then coming up with some kind of solution! Sometimes, solutions never come and that bugs me a lot, yet my mind says not to trouble others, I suck!

9 comments:

KJ said...

hmmmmmm,
sadness makes me silent,sometimes,forces me to think about good things that happened in the past,and then I get normal in a few hours!:)

Problems,sometimes bother for hours,then I think,how does it matter actually!
and most of the things what I or many others call problems really don't matter in your life I think!

KJ said...

most of the things what I or many others call problems really don't matter in your life I think

even if you fail to solve them,they won't change your life!

Unknown said...

Talk to friends! Share it with someone whom you love.. If he/she is really your friend, he will be listen carefully and will try to bring a smile on your face!

Come on! Give them a chance to prove that they are not useless, that they love you too! :P

Who knows someone's random opinion may show you your path out of the problem :)

Sukalyan said...

Imbeciles, you aren't supposed to read blogs that I don't publicize!

Unknown said...

Shut up!!

anshul said...

jab udas ho tab tap(nal jis se pani aata hia) uske niche sar rakh kar baith jao.many people in my hostal do this :D

also listen to songs of aatif aslam
your sadness will turn into anger :))




khade khade

KHP said...

well in this jet age people need a shoulder to share their worries and u just give them that .... and as u r altruist u don't trouble them when u r in worry ;)

...ritika.... said...
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...ritika.... said...

Wont let it happen from now onwards !!